there a lot of thing

today i was in a impulse
and i did something terrible
i....
i just take something and do that terrible thing...
shit!!!
i go and buy a gun
a pistol
and i kill somebody....
i kill many ppl
and....
what a guilty
forgive me god...
who can tell me what i gonna do now,what am i doing??!
i can only just wait,. wait for the judgment...
i am going to die!!






























and i found that,killing ppl in counter strike is damn enjoy!!!! >o<